Just Enough For Me...

I don't believe in therapists or psychiatrists. If I feel I need to make some life changes, I am my own best friend, and I can figure out what I need to do to fix the problem. I have made some decisions in my life that were not always right and continue to do so because I do not have a logical thought process. I cannot put things in order correctly, and I have made very important decisions without thinking them through. I have been that way as long as I can remember. It is very difficult for me to thing in terms of the future, and long-term. So what have I done to try and fix this issue? What is the remedy?

I have begun to start playing chess again, and I haven't played in many years. I have began to do puzzles, and try to do things that help me think ahead, and see different ways to solve something difficult. Thinking ahead is something I want to get better at, and if I have a way to figure out how to change, that's just enough for me.

Decisions Decisions

I STILL haven't figured out what I wanna do with the rest of my life...I am almost 30 and still haven't found the one passion or commitment that drives me. I have a Bachelor's Degree that I still need to finish, and plan on doing so. There are so many things I should have, and don't. I don't know what I am afraid of, and what holds me back, but the "good life" seems so far away and unattainable. I feel stuck and defeated sometimes, but there are so many people around me that are doing so much better that I feel there's a future for me somewhere...Where do I start? What do I accomplish first?