Saturday, June 30, 2012

6.29.2012

What do I need to do 
to let you know
that this was just
a game to me?
A conquest, an
attempt at getting over
on your heart?

Feelings can't get in the way.
Nothing should be between us
but space and opportunity.
Bare skin and possibilities,
Delightful non-attachment...
No breakfast,
No promises.

Blow out the candle lights,
switch the music up.
There's nothing restricting me
or constricting you.
Let's just keep it that way.
Eliminate the questions,
drown out the confusion.

All we need
is what we want.
Just the heat of the moment.
The here,
the now,
Immediate and sudden.
The explosion of surprise.
Unplanned,
unaware,undeniable.

Mutual agreements,
Consensual rhythms and
carnal understandings.
STRICTLY BUSINESS,
NEVER PERSONAL!!

Sunday, June 24, 2012

one

all alone thinking of the time i wasted,
making a life that
was not meant
for someone like me.

i had no fight left,
i didn't even want to go to war.
i surrendered
waved the white flag,
and called it a day.

life is waiting for me
to approach it
openly.
no more fear, no more doubts
i know my glass is half full

i hardened my heart
just like quarterflash.
free as a bird,
nothing holding me,
confining me to a mold...

stronger than i've ever known,
happy in my own way.
craving the taste
of freedom.
living for the moment...